Drinking alone, trying to fit myself inside the melody as the lights flicker on and off and on again.
I looked best in the bar light, with smoke covering my heart.
Ice chips on the floor of every place I felt free, tripping amongst the dead, racing breath to the chance of ever making it out.
I cut through tomorrow and attempted to spell my name without letters.
I'll let go if you promise you will too .
Can you still feel my hands in the darkness of the night?
I was created to be broken apart by you. I hope you'll not forget me.
Soak all of my words before they are free on the white paper, I'll own them just once.
You said something only I could hear and I forgot who I was for a second.
That last moment before the lies covered all that remained.
Just before another panic attack broke your silence, and the clothes you wore burnt your skin like this drink burns my throat.