Are my dreams of you covered in black or is every window shattering before my tired eyes ?
There is at least another 26 miles back home to the Unforgotten Pain, and I know every step so well.
Maybe a tomorrow far down the track is where we will try again, but because there is no place to hide I'll cry in her arms till the only reason left is you.
Will you find me on my knees begging again to your flame covered beauty for one last answer ?
I had no choice but to write this to you, wherever you are.
So what if I must go ?
Will you forget my life ?
It's getting harder to just be, especially now that the light has retreated back behind the autumn.
I do this to leave you something.
I do almost everything for you, and you still can't see in my eyes that I'm fading.
The sickness holds my arms back from the page and every passing second is a fight that I can never really win.
However much I try to stop it I can't halt the cold in my veins.
Maybe one more pack of cigarettes will help, maybe you'll see me again in the morning or maybe you'll just find this to read.
There is at least another 26 miles back home to the Unforgotten Pain, and I know every step so well.
Maybe a tomorrow far down the track is where we will try again, but because there is no place to hide I'll cry in her arms till the only reason left is you.
Will you find me on my knees begging again to your flame covered beauty for one last answer ?
I had no choice but to write this to you, wherever you are.
So what if I must go ?
Will you forget my life ?
It's getting harder to just be, especially now that the light has retreated back behind the autumn.
I do this to leave you something.
I do almost everything for you, and you still can't see in my eyes that I'm fading.
The sickness holds my arms back from the page and every passing second is a fight that I can never really win.
However much I try to stop it I can't halt the cold in my veins.
Maybe one more pack of cigarettes will help, maybe you'll see me again in the morning or maybe you'll just find this to read.