I had to find hidden caves in my mind for places to hide, soft
asylum for the last pieces of my sanity.
Keepers of keys told me their secrets and I held it all so close
to my chest that no one could ever get close enough to
see.
I caught myself laughing out loud at nothing today and was
completely unprepared for that happening, and I'm not sure what I will do if I lose all control again.
It gets so hollow in here sometimes that I get scared and saved
at exactly the same time while he waits patiently for me to slip
up.
He watches everything and he waits.
He waits.
He waits for me to give in.
And I won't.
asylum for the last pieces of my sanity.
Keepers of keys told me their secrets and I held it all so close
to my chest that no one could ever get close enough to
see.
I caught myself laughing out loud at nothing today and was
completely unprepared for that happening, and I'm not sure what I will do if I lose all control again.
It gets so hollow in here sometimes that I get scared and saved
at exactly the same time while he waits patiently for me to slip
up.
He watches everything and he waits.
He waits.
He waits for me to give in.
And I won't.